SELFISH! 

That is what you called me after I sent you this:

....You know, I truly believe that whenever we REALLY want do something, we find the way and when we actually don't want to do it, we will just simply find excuses... you are a real expert on that!

I didn't see or notice any real interest on you to meet with me and that is the last attitude I can minimum expect from a friend and of course I know you would like to point your lovely "excuses" you like, about having a room to rent as that has to be related for me to come and see you. I didn't need you to find me a place. I could pay for my own hotel or stay with friends, I was looking forward just to share with YOU. It was so difficult to meet with you again back in your country I really don't know what I was expecting from you in a different one!

I'm not agree and I have decided I'm not longer interested in "being" your friend. Or the definition you have as friend with ME. Just please don't think is a decision based only because we didn't meet now there more things on you, and I don't like how you treat me. As once you said, we are really different.

And I believe, I still have my reasons.

Yes, well I know I made mistakes, I'm aware I could have acted differently

but I like you so much, I couldn't handle this anymore!!!!

Is happening now

If somebody would tell me
that on July 2015 
I would be living all the things I have been dreaming about
Having the life I always wanted.... (and maybe a better one)
Probably.. I would smile and it would feed my inspiration
Maybe, somebody did.
So to that person who truly believe in me (even more than myself)
THANKS!

Yes, I'm living the dream
I'm doing what I love
I hear myself sharing my stories
and I'm amaze
with all the situations 
I had to live to get to this point

I want to inspire
I want to share

Now is the only way
That I can imagine my life from now
Inspiring and Sharing

It had become my air and water
and I need to continue
because in September 2025
I would be thinking about
who inspired me today.

My stupid effort to like you less

-Please Tell me bad habits about you

-Ohh ok lets exchange, but wait, why do you want to know bad things about me ?

- Well....Because I want to like you less...
so actually, I need to tell you good things about me, in that way, you could probably like me more. And only then,  we both will be in the same level of liking each other.

After a couple bad habits you said about you, that actualy didnt worked at all to like you less, and my pity effort to tell you good things about me, I totally fell sleep thinking...............

when I woke up I just said "good morning" with a question
- Did I snore too much ?
and you just answer
- mmm well yes a little bit .. and you know what ?
that’s a bad habit !!!

we started to laughed but.....

THEN I REALIZED

How ironic this was!

"Amigos"

Me siento defraudada,triste y abandonada
sin amigos verdaderos
los que tenía... no me defendían
dejaban en el aire palabras que ofendían

Duele tanto
yo que los quería, los apoyaba
y siempre estuve cuando me necesitaban
Donde quedaron esos amigos sinceros?
Donde quedaron esa cantidad de palabras?
que demostraban apoyo sinceridad y lo mas importante lealtad
fue pura mentira hipocresia y falsedad

Qué entenderán por amiga?
qué significara para ellos la palabra lealtad?
será qué comprenden la palabra amistad?
-No lo creo, No lo demostraron, nunca lo sintieron

que amigos son esos?
No pasan por conocidos y no llegan ni a compañeros.

Raul

Me encanta cada vez q aparece así... tan "Raul"
quisiera creer que la palabra adecuada es "derrepente"
pero después de meditarlo la palabra correcta es "oportuno".
A veces cuando quiero hablar con usted y no aparece,
me doy cuenta que no es capricho mio ni suyo
no es cuando quiero, es cuando necesito;
ud simplemente esta ahi en el momento preciso
tan Raul!

Nada de lo que pensé, sucedio

Todo crei que iba a ser diferente
imaginé que no me iba a caer bien
pensé que me iban a aburrir sus besos
.. después, cuando no resistía estar sin ud
y me dejé enloquecer por sus besos.
Imaginé que a ud le iban a fascinar los mios
y pensé que juntos ibamos a escribir una historia.....

                pero en todo me equivoque.

ai citit pe blog-ul meu?

Is this real?
Is really someone reading this in Romania?
Do you speak english? or do you preffer me to write only in spanish?
so many questions that I  have,  just because BLOGSPOT is telling me,
that someone in Romania is reading my blog.
Just because of that and ofcourse my curious mind that is always giving me more countries, villages, little towns to discover, i'm willing to go there and see Romania with my own eyes.
Im doing my research about the Country, 238,391 km2 , the latest census in 2011 says 19,043,767 people, 86.7% of the country's population identified as Orthodox Christian. bla bla bla
After reading Wikipedia about Romania, numbers , religion, lenguages,cities etc etc.
I think, the magic of a Country comes from their people and I want to discover and learn from them.... it's a challenge, maybe they just read my blog by chance,  but this made my curiosity waked up.
So Romania wait for me and when I get there I'm sure you will be not just the one who read me also the one who inspire me to write!!!
 

mulțumiri!